Standard blog post (Can't think of a better title)...

Damn,

With every passing day I feel an even greater urge to quit Biology. Seriously, we're doing coursework for A2 now. Fuck me, I'm lagging behind. Only main problem is that I dont want to upset the teachers by quitting (And I know I will), as they have done so much for me. I also need to either find my old textbook, or buy a new one. I cant win, I can picture their faces now...
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I also need to find some "Justification" for my existance, if I'm putting that right. I dont actually like the idea of an absence of a God, believe me, and I'm pretty sure that I'll remain athiest, or agnostic at the most thiest, for the rest of my life. Because of this, I feel a bit bummed that its all over when you die. However, Bill Hicks kind of helped me with a quote:

"...all matter is mearly energy condensed through a slow vibration, we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively..."

Hopefully that is true. The idea that energy cannot be created or destroyed is a nice thought as well. Then again, Will told me a theory that in the end, the universe will be full of black holes, so no "Big crunch" or new big bang. I hope thats not true.

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I may also take up a new interest in subject, or at least become a layman in it. I may post a picture of Hubble's "Deep Space" photo, beautiful.

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Lastly, I've noticed I've gained weight. Put bluntly, this sucks.

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Anyway, toodles...